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Wow. Before we know it it'll be 2018. Is anyone really happy nowadays? Ya know, because of the...ugh president. Combined with some various other problems unique to everyone. 

Anyway, haven't uploaded anything since September last year...dam. Doesn't mean I've completely stopped drawing but sure as hell haven't done a finished product either (maybe just one I think). Just rough sketches and scribbles pretty much. I've even had thoughts of deactivating my deviantart, but still thinking it through and most likely end up making a new one (though I'll miss the badges I've collected haha). In which wont happen just yet. Probs by the end of the year or earlier if I have the time. There will be a journal announcing that by then. Oh, I have three tumblrs, furafinity, facebook, twitter, blah blah blah.

And how am I doing?...hahaha nah.
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Edit: I've been working at McDonald's half a year now. Had one anxiety attack (and everyone saw) and almost two more if I didn't swallow my feelings, but made me kinda dead inside for some days. Going to apply for another job and work less at McD's cuz I'm tired of the routines there and wasting my energy on fake smiling. Been sketching random things here and there. Trying to fix my sleep schedule little by little. Don't talk to barely anyone anymore. Trying to compliment more to artists I watch. And feeling pretty empty or something. 
SuperMarioLogan - Woody Icon 

Also, this year has gone off to a good start! *Is being sarcastic* So much negativity everywhere the atmosphere feels so heavy af. Oh, and saving up for the Nintendo Switch. 
Someday, upload my drawings. :bademoticon: 

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WELL. I don't know what the hell to say haha.

I've been super quiet that's for sure. There's so much I want to say but then I'm like, what's the point anyway? Everyone has migrated to tumblr then twitter now. I can't keep the f**k up (but I try).

...2016 has been....an embarrassment. Lets see what happens this year, oi vey.

Ima try and update this journal again about how I'm doing and stuff. But later. Yeah um...hope ya'll are ok.
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Nintendo 3DS Or New Nintendo 3DS? Which one should I get and why? Although I'm leaning more towards the New Nintendo 3DS.
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Edit: I forgot to mention that I'm back home. Since about two weeks ago. The trip back felt pretty weird. But I was so pumped up and mentally preparing myself to work with my bro and cousin until I got the disappointing knews that my cousin's wife disagreed. Yeah, but her little sister lives there with them NOT working or paying for anything. I think it's because she knows I won't want to take care of her son (and other reasons that are stupid I imagine) which I don't have to, he's not my responsibility. But whatever, my brother gave the little sister (whom is 17) a month to get a job or else I'll move in. Well, changing subject, I've been throwing llama bagdes at random people and adopting characters because I got payed helping a friend draw decorations for the movie Captain America: Cival War. Anyway, as usual, I hope everyone else is hanging in there! Thanks for reading this far! 

Just been having a lot of stress lately and visiting family over in Mexico because my grandma died and reunited with my grandpa. And actually planing/thinking through my future because of that (oh wow finally lazy anxious ass me) so that my mom can finally not have to work so hard and rest, because of how all of those chemotherapy, radiotherapy, and surgery of one of her breast where she had the ball of cancer. She has been depressed ever since (which has been probably around a year or more I think), so I want to go work with my cousin and brother, which means being independent for the first time (I mean I know how to cook and sh*t but actually urn money on my own and helping out). That way I can pay for a breast transplant for my mom and work emotionally hard to make her laugh and perk her up. But lately I haven't been doing it that much because I feel drained or somehow I locked my strong emotions for some reason that I can't explain...or actually can but don't feel conformable saying it. I want to prove myself helpful and truthful to my words to the both people I love the most and the day I do, I know I will break down and sob feeling bittersweet.

So um, I'm on a hiatus until further notice. Thank you so much for those who have been patient with me and saying kind words when I was struggling emotionally. You don't know how much that means to me! I hope you all are doing at least so so with your lives. And wish you the best. I don't really like saying this kind of stuff but I feel the need to explain when thoughts start to brew up mixed with some anxiousness.
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Edit: Oops, I forgot to mention this lovely artist: :iconisoless: Definetely check her awesome stuff out!!! :iconjunesplz:

:iconcolafizz: :iconwhatifgirl: :iconrobo-shark: :iconzummeng: :icontemporarywizard:
Go check out their art. They are very nice so don't be scared of 'em! ┐(´∀`)┌
To be honest their art skills are fabulous, seriously though. QvQ/
Bonus: :iconpsijune: Not sure where she's active the most but go give her gallery a glance. :iconryojidaisyplz:
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